Sunday, May 3, 2009

bad tan lines

today i met ginny and tracy at sid's. after ginny's hair was finished we went to the carolina inn for her pictures. she's really a beautiful bride. her dress and everything is lovely. i was there to help with the train. it needed fluffed every time she moved. tracy had to leave to go to work so it was just me. he took some pictures of us carrying the train and i said out loud that i looked like ass and that my bad tan lines were showing. great!

we fininshed up around noon and ginny showed me where everything was going to happen. it's a really nice place. i went back to her house to grab my paintings and dresses. she asked if she could wear my japanese dress to rehearsal dinner. i'll have to think about it. i haven't worn it yet. so i don't know.

came back home and ate a turkey wrap and didn't really get much accomplished. i was going to go out to the pool and try to get rid of these tan lines but it was cloudy for a most of the afternoon. around four it was really bright and i checked the weather for the week. it's supposed to rain all week, even on saturday. great! so i went to the pool and layed on my stomach. some guys were playing corn hole and were pounding the board. i was trying to read my book but it fell down. i fell asleep a couple of times, but it was mostly cloudy. about an hour later i flipped myself and fell asleep again. but when i got back home, the tan lines looked worse somehow. so i think i'm just stuck with them. ginny asked me if i wanted to go to the tanning bed at the gym. she was serious. i said i've never been and i don't do that. funny!

i went to the fitness center and did arms. came back to the apt and ate dinner. david came by to get some things he left in the cupboard and so i was trying to clean the room a little bit. it's a little better now. i should just shower and go to bed. wake up early.

strange dreams

i had another dream about ka. he came to visit and we went on some trip to walk around outside with a bunch of people. i think denise was there. not sure. but by the end of it, nothing was settled.

yesterday was really productive. i got up super early at 8am and then did some things on the to-do list and finally got out the door to head to the storage unit. i got rid of a bunch of stuff that i didn't wear and now it's in my car. waiting to go to goodwill. i also got my sheets and threw out some stuff. i love purging!

then went to kroger on the way home. had to buy groceries for the new diet. i found those low carb, high fiber tortillas. awesome. came home and had some carrots and roasted red pepper hummus for a snack and made a turkey/spinach wrap and it was good. tried to organize some more and did laundry.

found the fitness center and i loved it. i did my running routine, worked my thighs and my quads and hamstrings. yay! did some abs and went back home. i really need to walk from now on, it's closer than i thought.

ate dinner: chicken breast and black beans. it was good. i was still hungry and ate some peanuts and cottage cheese. note to self and everyone: you cannot buy store brand cottage cheese. it's disgusting! but i suffered thru it, because i bought it, but never again!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

the time has come for a change

may 2nd

this has been an incredibly long year! long because i had to deal with all of the people in the real world house. school wise it flew by. the only month that dragged was april because it was my last rotation and i really didn't want to be there and i just wanted to be done.

i'm done with merd and i'm ok with never talking to her ever again. she, along with melody, are bat shit crazy. it's fitting that they hung out at graduation practice. i basically ignored her every time i saw her yesterday. i don't have anything nice to say so why bother? i just hate dealing with all the drama all the damn time. ginny thinks it's funny that i ignored her because most people pretend to be cordial and i didn't. gin also thinks that she's scared of me. that's kinda funny :)

it was really good seeing the old crew. roy, park, gin. then there's brandon, jina, kha, jenny, and andrew. poor jenny is going to vcu with wiggles, kelly, and lindsay. i hope she's ok. and andrew is going to cmc with tyler. i'm really glad that i'm not doing a residency. i'm excited to start my life and pay back my debt. moving to a new place. i'm going to enjoy it!

my sublet is great. i know i'm only here for a few months, but i get to have my own room, a full size bed, sharing a full size bath with only one other person. i'm going to check out the workout facilities a little later. i just hope they have a good treadmill.

i have always hated my stomach. for whatever reason i have never been able to get rid of it. so i've decided that this is the summer that i will lose the belly fat. i'm going to take things a little extreme. i'm going to go on a diet and restrict carbs as best i can and cut out the snacking. the snacking i think is going to be the hardest part. i even bought this really cute bathing suit to motivate me! i hope it works!